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From the I-should-be-working-on-the-report-that's-due-today-but-can't-focus department:

Back when I was in college, I made a mixtape called "Songs of Love and Bitterness". Or maybe it was high school. I've revisited it and created a muxtape (an mp3 compilation on muxtape.com) that you can listen to for free in your web browser.

Some of the songs will be familiar to most people. Others might be somewhat familiar, but are covered by another artist. And unless you've heard the original mixtape I made, you probably haven't heard of Bakers Pink's "The Noose, the Flesh, & the Devil". I hadn't heard of them when I bought their CD used in the 99-cent rack, and that was a long time ago. But I'm really glad that I did.

Like to hear it? Here it go.

Click here to open the muxtape in a new window, then click a song to start listening: Songs of Love and Bitterness (2008)

  1. Styx - Don't Let It End

    "Don't let it end this way": but as some scurrilous wag attributed to Seneca, "every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end" (Semisonic - Closing Time). So begins this mix.

  2. Moxy Früvous - Fly

    "A song ... about the moment when you realize that someone that you really love, that you really care for, when you both realize that—you're just not right for each other." Poignant and bittersweet, but not bitter simpliciter.

  3. The Corrs - Everybody Hurts

    My original mixtape used R.E.M.'s original, but I like this cover even better.

  4. Bakers Pink - The Noose, the Flesh, & the Devil

    "And if I can't have you—I can't go on."

  5. Harry Connick, Jr. - Only 'Cause I Don't Have You

    "Later on, good wishes. Later on, good try." But for now, "if looks could kill, this mirror would do."

  6. Ivan Neville - Why Can't I Fall in Love?

    The emotional turning point: "It's time to fall in love."

  7. Scala & Kolacny Brothers - Creep

    A cover of Radiohead sung by a Belgian girls' choir. "But I'm a creep. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here." A reminder for those who might be overheard listening to this music: "Creep" drops the F-bomb.

  8. The Police - Message in a Bottle

    The original turning point of the mixtape. "Seems I'm not alone at being alone."

  9. Danny Elfman - Edward Scissorhands: Ice Dance

    Without words.

  10. The Cure - Hello I Love You

    Exuberant and wholehearted, a cover of The Doors from the Elektra Records cover compilation Rubaiyyat.

  11. The Decemberists - Human Behaviour

    Ideally, I'd use Björk's original, but it's so freaky (delightfully and justly freaky, in my opinion) that it would threaten to make the whole muxtape unlistenable.

  12. Jennifer Warnes - And So It Goes

    When this started playing on Coverville (#456, The Billy Joel Cover Story), Jodi skipped it because she didn't want to listen to a sad song. But, to my mind, it's one of the most hopeful romantic songs in the world. The narrator worries that a lover will leave, but acknowledges that the lover is free to choose. Most love songs treat uncertainty as torture, but the narrator of this song embraces uncertainty as part of faith and puts their heart on the line anyway: "So I would choose to be with you—that's if the choice were mine to make—but you can make decisions too, and you can have this heart to break."


Thank you very much.
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If You Know What I Mean
Lyrics by Ben Ostrowsky
Music is pretty much "Just To See You Smile" by Tim McGraw
Demo: 2MB mp3

So many people seem frustratingly ethereal
I want a hacker who'll be on my tiger team
I want to analyze some traffic, want to sniff some wireless packets
Want to nmap all your ports if you know what I mean

I want to locate all your saddle points and go off on a tangent
Want to prove a favorite theorem or two
Want to find the area under your curves and add myself as a constant
When I integrate the root of you, d'you?

Though other people failed to grok the grace of Quenya
It was a Sindarin-se my hands and quit the scene
No other moment rocked my socks quite like the blessed moment when ya
Said "Mellon", my friend, and entered, if you know what I mean

Well, let me count up all the reasons that you fill my heart with glee
For zero, hon, you chase away my blues
For one, babe, when you count, you hit a thousand twenty-three
And that's before you start to takin' off your socks and your shoes!

I'll always share the secret codes that let you win another heart
You'll always play for free on my machine
I'll let ya go up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, B, A, start
[guitar plays] ...If you know what I mean

When I talk about the Jossverse vamps and scoobies
Them so-called normal people say that I'm obscene
But you just smile and that's worth more than diamonds or rubies
'Cause when I fly my geeky flag, you know what I mean

You ship Delenn/Ivanova, your bookshelves overflow
Your favorite commanders are Data, Wing and Keen
And though you don't agree with me about Ogg and FLAC and MP3
You shorten disagreements because you know what I mean
I love you 'cause you know what I mean.
I love you 'cause I know what you mean.
I love you 'cause you know what I mean.
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Which Dumas character are you? )

(Note: I had to alter the layout of this quiz result a bit. I also corrected the spelling of two characters' names. Did Dumas père ever write about a nitpicking geek?)

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